WARNING! A bit visual and personal and has curse words! DO NOT read if strongly against.

   I sat at the rear of the bus as calm as possible. I saw Bella come near my seat looking for a place. She was frustrated and beautiful. She had the perfect body with a curve that was so perfect.
"Can I sit here?"she asked in a intimidated voice. I loved that ever since she came into our school in 5th grade."Yeah sure,"i murmured. Her beautiful black hair smelled like flowers. Her face was covered by her side bangs. But i didn't care she looked beautiful to me. She sure was annoyed by me. She thought i was annoying? I liked her i just couldn't tell her. She was the kind of person who thought about relationships but didn't like them. My kind of girl.She probably thought i was an obnoxious popular dude who didn't care about her. Even if i am one of her best friends. She intimidated me more than i annoyed her. She mixed her clothes and didn't care what she looked like. Even if she had her hair in different hair styles.SHIT! she looks mad hmmm.... i wonder. I put my head on her shoulder. It felt wonderful her warm skin on my cheek,and how she looked at me differently. I never gave it much thought that i loved her and that i treated her badly even though she treated me like a boyfriend. She smiled when i looked at her. Those dimples made me smile inside.Whenever she looked at me and i looked at her straight in the eye she made my heart pump faster. "WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!,"she exclaimed angrily i looked up to see angry firey eyes.I didn't have much time to think. So i told her the truth. "I love you Bella, I always have even though i don't show it i'm in love with you Bella, I want you,"I said in my sweet voice. Then i forcefully kissed her. The feeling of her soft lips felt like heaven to me. I didn't want it to stop so i kissed her for what looked like an eternity. She kissed me back. She liked it i knew she liked me she told me but she decided that we can only be friends.Even though i loved her more after that.DAMIT! my consious told me JUST ASK HER TO BE YOUR GIRLFRIEND! I wasn't listening. I badly wanted to take her Green Things I Can Do shirt off but i stopped myself she would never talk to me again if i did that. I stopped kissing her. She looked dazed but i asked the important question anyway."Will you be my girlfriend?"i cautiously said. "YES!"she exclaimed and we officially were like soulmates.